Coming here after realizing ...
I have figured out slowly that I am (wannabe) a Dom.
I am new to this , but clearly need to express myself as being a Dom in need of Sub(s).
So I am here exploring and understanding this (and myself very much !)
I have been in a number of past relationships, and have had a clear feeling in missing something in life and myself, through these. I find it confusing to be a man while having to kiss up and beg females just to get along (???) - the screwed up society that we have built - with women feeling like they are equal or better than men . . .
Until I started creating stories for my partner last year -and found she Loved them and continuously asked for more. But she was never around much, we need airplane trip to be together. When together, she only seemed to enjoy the Sub role sometimes and limited - while I grew stronger and in want for more of being Dom.
We don't communicate much now. I got tired of chasing her , and she is very impossible on the phone.
And now I am a frustrated Dom (without...)
I have written more than 50 stories in the past year , in just trying to understand and express myself in this.
But these stories do not give me fulfillment, just more frustration.
I am here looking for new partner(s) either online or for real.
I am hoping to find other people to share these ideas and stories with, so I can feel a little more complete ...
J.
