please help me. I llike a lot of rough, ROUGH corection from a Dom. Weakness BOO

HARD PUNISHING Is what I ened. I Like rape play. I really moslstly like my DoM but he is mia for 2 years; doms should see their pets in person if that's the setup. He can't afford to. He's the man so, I'm trying to find a new man to respect, worship, one that I can REVEL in serving. And belonging to.
I love my Dom. And he me but he can't keep a job as he's differen.t

Hi. How are you?