Okay, so, recently, I'd found myself an incredible master. He'd push me to my limits, and then some. I got off on it a lot, until one night, where his demands ended up with me being beaten up by a group of girls in a shop doorway. I was okay, really, except for some obvious facial injuries (fat lip, black eye). But they fucked me up quite badly, mentally. I was a mess for days, with no real explanation to offer to my friends.

I get off on exhinitionism, so my master had told me to masturbate in the middle of the street. Needless to say, it ended extremely badly.

My question is this:

Do you think that, as a community experienced in such kinks and, given that I'm still learning about this lifestyle, it was irresponsible of my master to have me do such a thing?

I mean, I put a lot of trust into those that I give control of my life to, and this has really messed me up. Was it his mistake, or was it mine, for not setting limits?

Your feedback would help a lot as to whether or not I keep in touch with this master