*grins* I like your 'discussion' fantassy...so, you're still with Brosco? Haven't heard from you in a loooong while. *curious*
And you're right, it does make a difference. We haven't had a whole lot of time to spend with each other recently and the fun talks have been somewhat scarce. Thinking about it, this might have played a part in my block during playtime as well. Everything between us seems rushed at the moment and I can only hope that we'll have more time soon...it's hard to get in the mood when you know he has to leave soon, your heart is already breaking and you try to establish some 'normality'.
I've mentioned some of my thoughts and difficulties to him in an email...we'll see what comes out of this.
We're still on the typing side of things, fantassy. The increase in intensity is just due to the hours and hours of talking we used to do. God, he knows how to get under my skin just with written words...I think I'll probably die once I hear his voice. Sometimes my heart almost skips a beat when I just think of him. NO friggin idea how he does it, lol.
I can't wait to have him back in my life more...I miss him.