*smiles* Thanks, gals!

Good to hear you've managed to live through the time apart, fantassy! And yeah, the psychology of D/s was probably one thing that sucked me in when I was first exposed to this. It still knocks the air out of me when I think about how deeply I've been sucked into this relationship - I'd never have thought this would happen, at least not with someone I can't touch, hear or see.

Interesting that you say you didn't feel submissive at all when you didn't get to talk to Brosco. Apart from the sexual tension that's been somewhat reduced for me recently, I've realised just how much I need and crave his guidance over the last weeks. I think about him so much during the day, realise that I try to be at my best for him, even in situations that are not directly connected to him, and all the routines we've established I have pretty much perfected, lol - probably since that's all I've got at the moment. So, if anything, I feel more submissive...just in a more platonic way.

I guess with you having to work that much, you just didn't have much time to think about anything else...for me it's the other way round. But in the end it boils down to the same thing - some of the intimacy is missing when you're apart and it takes a bit more than a short email or a few minutes together to get back into the flow.

Good to have you back, fantassy, and thanks for stopping by in my little thread. *hugs*