*nodding* I also need to take heed nikki...

When I met my Master some things in discussion bothered me big big time.

I had been conversing with other dominants who did not present the same "interests" with the appeal he did. Though initially I struggled internally with the idea or meeting these interests, later my need to please him, and surrender deeper into submission to his dominance over rode that internal struggle.

For numerous reasons the idea of being called a slut made me stop breathing for a second, and "pull back."

Eventually I heard myself say the word....

The satisfaction of overcoming that obstacle was a tremendous rush...

Now if I can just remember that

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