specifically the duality of our sexual and practical selves in modern life.
This is where I seem to get hung up on in real life. My nature, for as long as I can remember, has always been submissive. Yet; due to my upbringing, coupled with the time/era I grew up in... and circumstances thrust upon me... I was always at odds with myself. Still am I suppose. Its very strange because men, imo at least within my experience, seem very daunted by me... but its like, man... if you only KNEW! Duality unexpressed is very uncomfortable. :sighs: