Ah, but is it necessary to be "great" at all times to be a 24/7 dominant? Is anyone great at all times, or is Wonder Woman really a comic book character and the rest of us mere mortals?

I see what he's offering and I want it, I just am stumbling in getting it. Maybe it's shirking my responsibility to want him to cut me some slack.

I have been thinking a lot on it, and I think I'm stressing out over the hugeness of it. That like losing weight or planning a vacation or any other big important project it's more manageable to think in smaller chunks. Where this doesn't have an end/finish date, but there are goals to set and attain.

I'd still appreciate any input, as I do need a sounding board other than him. He's getting frustrated, rightly so, with my seeming dithering and shirking.

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