well hmmmmmm
I think what i get out of it all is the willingness to submit to me and what i want.To give yourself freely to me.To be mine body mind and soul.What i get out of it its a high allmost drug like but better.What keeps me coming back???? hmmmmm that is all the reasons above,but in this is the need to give you what you want to please you. i know when you are being a bratty little slut that you want to be punished and i am willing to give you what you want to get what i want.this is a really complex subject i could go on and on.
topping from the bottom????hmmmm i think all subs do that its how you get what you want. i dont mind it makes me know that you want something and makes my cock get hard.and dissappoint us hmmmm well for me alot of that is just little things like not begging good enough but its still begging. ask me anything about this and i will explain further