Wolfie, you are going to make me cry. You too have been an amazing friend to me, and I am not sure I could have come this far without you by my side as my annoying little step-brother. Thank you for always being there for me.

Online definitely provided me with a safe environment in which to explore. I could be as anonymous as I wanted, and had the power to close the computer and walk away. I am not sure if I would have ever ventured into the world of BDSM if I didn't have this venue (now isn't that a new topic of conversation??). This forum in particular has provided me with a wealth of knowledge, and many great friendships.

I learned two very important lessons. Firstly I learned what D/s and BDSM really are. It's not all about whips and chains. And we are not all freaks and wierdos (some of us maybe.... but not everyone...).

Secondly, I learned that without a doubt, this is what I want in my life. It became non-negotiable. I came to the decision that my next relationship, no matter what, would be with a Dom.

Both of these discoveries have shook me to my very core. They are completely life-changing - for the better.

Sure, it isn't always easy. But that which is worth working for rarely is. But each day is an adventure, and I am loving every minute of it.

-lily