Quote Originally Posted by tainted Angel View Post
A can't remember who posted earlier about herself being a sub in the bedroom and otherwise being the strong, independant maybe a touch superior woman - That is me also. The only psychological exlaination I can come up with for why I want to be submissive is this; I had a disabled sister and I had a lot of responsibility as a child, I was always 'the strong one' who could cope and was fine to be left on her own. I held others up and supported my mother emotionally. I have difficulty letting go and not worrying about others, somebody taking control and bondage give me no choice but to allow that to happen.
This is so me it is frightening. Except it wasn't a sibling who was disabled, but my mother herself.

I discuss it a little more, and how it relates to my submission here:

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/sh...0&postcount=37