Early Fantasies

[tkk098]

yay, first post. Anyway. I started getting interests in bdsm a little bit before I turned 10, or right afterwards. Eitherway, about 8 years ago. The first things I tryed was self-bondage with whatever I could come up with, whether using clothing as a rope, or taking string necklaces. I grew interested in it quickly over time. I did not find out much more about the subject for a few years atleast. I've been a sub pretty much as long as I can remember because I loved being tied up, and was interested in knowing what it would be like to get screwed in the ass, by someone of either sex. I never really had the chance to become a dom. type of person cause I wasn't really ever given that chance in my middle school years. Hope I answered things o.o

[badspyro]

My first real bondage fantasy was also at the age of 10, after reading a book, which I later found out was written by L.J. smith, where I am female, in a swimsuit, standing in the middle of a room.
Then a woman walks up to me, and fits on a straitjacket and scuba mouthpiece in and adds on the goggles, while I am being bound and weighted along my body.
Finally i am put in a huge steel coffin, which is then filled with water, and my body floats in the center of the tank.
I am left there infinitely to go insane on my own, with no chance of freedom ever.

I didn't know much about the biology of it at the time, so it was rather simplistic. Sadly, the book is out of print now, although it was probably way too old for me at that point in time (or so my parents would have thought lol)
Badspyro

[Maliia]

Hi, I hope you don't mind my reply. I'm still very new here.

The experiences I read from this thread reminded me of many of my own. When I was 6 or 7 I would play with my brothers and I would always be the girl who got kidnapped by the indians or was held for ransom in the bank robbery or at the castle or whatever. I would pretend to fight but they would take old pantyhose and tie my hands behind me in a chair and my ankles to the legs of the chair. Another piece of pantyhose was usually tied through my mouth as a gag. I didn't know why I loved it so much, but I was always a little dissapointed when they finally untied me and let me go.

Then when I was 11 my best friend and I used to pretend we were sister animals. Sometimes we'd be wild cheetahs who got caught and put into cages where we would be trained for the circus. Other times we were stray puppy dogs who crawled around and barked and ate from a plate on the floor. It was never really sexual, but I definately felt something. I just never knew what it was. I always liked the feeling of pretending that the person I cared so much about was so helpless and that they could see me so helpless too. Even now I still have a serious puppygirl and ponygirl fetish.

I didn't really find out about real bdsm until I was like 15 and I found an old copy of an HOM magazine under the dumpster behind a grocery store. It was kind of smelly and in bad shape, but from the minute I saw the pictures of all of these beautiful naked girls tied up with rope and chained and with their mouths filled with gags I was in heaven. I couldn't stop imagining myself in those positions and I kept the magazine under my mattress until I was 18.

I also started having more fantasies about being kidnapped, or being part of a harem of girls in my high school for this really cute football player I liked where we were all cheerleaders by day but at night each of us had to wear a different color of lingerie and when we weren't satisfying him, we were free to play with each other.

Now I've had lots of real time play, mostly as a submissive, but my fantasies just keep getting more and more extreme. Though there are some things that I would never ever do in real life that make me so wet in my fantasy life, I've never seen anything wrong with making fantasies as extreme as you want them to be. After all, that's what they're there for.

Sorry to be so long. I hope to be more involved in your forum and to write some more stories that don't suck. Thank you.

[MasterRJ]

I thought that was a pretty good post. I never really played stuff like that. For some reason I've always just been really over protective of people in a situation of helplessness.

[Ranai]

I add myself to the list of women with fantasies about men dominating men. I revelled in such scenarios long before I had a clue about sex. As long as there were guys who got tied up / scared / imprisoned / enslaved / etc., I did not care much by whom. As long as there was a man who dropped to his knees, I did not care much before whom.

Some contributors to this thread have mentioned movies... I even found the incredibly silly torture scene between Count Rugen and Westley in 'The Princess Bride' quite sexy. Not to mention the first scenes, when Westley gets ordered about by bossy Buttercup and always responds with 'As you wish'. Sigh. (Later she gets kidnapped and tossed around like a parcel: yummy for those with M/f interests. If only there were some F/f action included, this film would almost have something for everyone.)

Now that I am older and know some more about the anatomical bits and operational dynamics, my fantasies about M/m domination often feature men having sex. Very enjoyable.

[LaJan]

If you're into rough stuff, see the movies Spedders and American Me. The former is very interesting and oftentimes fun movie but it includes an extremely graphic gang rape which is capped off by one of the guys returning to talk. The latter is just about the most intense movie I've seen with men being rough to other men sexually. If you can stomach the gross violence which goes along with all the sex (or just loop the DVD for the "good parts"!), this may be a movie for you.

And in case you're wondering, while I am not gay (or even bi), the scene in Spedders was even exciting to me. LOL!

I add myself to the list of women with fantasies about men dominating men. I revelled in such scenarios long before I had a clue about sex. As long as there were guys who got tied up / scared / imprisoned / enslaved / etc., I did not care much by whom. As long as there was a man who dropped to his knees, I did not care much before whom.

Some contributors to this thread have mentioned movies... I even found the incredibly silly torture scene between Count Rugen and Westley in 'The Princess Bride' quite sexy. Not to mention the first scenes, when Westley gets ordered about by bossy Buttercup and always responds with 'As you wish'. Sigh. (Later she gets kidnapped and tossed around like a parcel: yummy for those with M/f interests. If only there were some F/f action included, this film would almost have something for everyone.)

Now that I am older and know some more about the anatomical bits and operational dynamics, my fantasies about M/m domination often feature men having sex. Very enjoyable.

[chromedome11]

I even found the incredibly silly torture scene between Count Rugen and Westley in 'The Princess Bride' quite sexy.

Ah, The Princess Bride. One of the best cult movies ever. A great conversation starter with women (as more women like it than men in my experience) is to quote one of the lines, as in "My name is Inigo Montoya, you killed my father, prepare to die."

You'll be conversing (or better) for the rest of the night.

[MasterRJ]

I dunno...I thought that was about the funniest movie I've ever seen...