First of all I need to once again express how so very much you have all helped me through this process of letting go. I have never before felt such kindness and compassion from others who only know me through my words and posts on this forum. This truly is a community and a family! So consider yourselves adopted!!

TG Sir...I had been told by others that knew my story to get rid of him before now. I even wrote letters before, but you know that now! But it was your thread that truly opened my eyes! I am grateful that you are here, keeping us all in line , and truly thankful for your kind words since I began my rant on your thread! Btw dear Sir...you did get a honorable mention in post #7, right after FF!! I wouldn't dream of leaving you out Sir I especially don't wanna make you cry again Sir! So sorry Now that I think on it a bit, I probably should have let you write the letter! Then it wouldn't have been as wussy....lol!

Nightstriker...thanks for the plain 'ole bear hug! Just what I needed!!

Garnet99....I'm gonna keep what you said in mind and hope that there is someone out there for me....but not till I'm ready! Thanks for the encouragement! It was needed!

Pandora....thank you for being so kind! Your words mean the world to me, especially since you have been there, done this! Btw...he is an asshole!

lucy....If you have respect for what I have done, when I think you are just so smart and sweet, then I am honored! Thank you sweetie! ox

Ruby...I used your exact words at the beginning of my letter....it just sounded final....and that is the way I want it now....although you all may have to remind me of that from time to time.

ProjectEuropa...thank you again Sir! I will do my best to stick by my decision, cause I don't wanna do this again!!!

To all of you who who sent me private messages...know that I truly appreciate your kind words and encouragement also...and to my most special and dearest Sir... and you know who you are!!....H,K,& L to you!

So know that I did send the letter and expect no reply, but if I do get one I will not reply. I also deleted all messages I had saved from him (didn't take long...there were so few!) and I deleted him from my messenger, so I will not be tempted! So keep up the prayers and good will! Thanks again all!

~Ltp~