This thread has kind of been like a diary to me. I don't really have anyone that I can talk to about this other than here. I am not good a expressing myself so some of my post might not make alot of sense. I greatly appreciate this site and everyone here. You guys are so helpful and I have learned alot since joining.
Since moving to be with my Master I have experienced many first's. I am fairly new to the lifestyle and this is my first relationship of this type. I have seen myself grow in self confidence and become more open since entering into this lifestyle. Still get really nervous and unsure but that is getting alot better.
Since coming here like I said I have experienced many first like the following:
first spankings (yum), first threesome, first time being tied up, kneeling, ass play, some water sports, nipple clamps, wax play, caming online with Master for a friend. It has been fun and very rewarding.
Here is something that happened the other day with Master, myself and a friend of his.
We engaged in a threesome with his friend a couple of times before. Not a whole lot but did some things. I was so nervous the first time but once we started it was great. Feeling two pairs of hands and lips on my body was awesome. I think his friend was nervous as well. The second time I was still nervous and his friend was too.
Master told me that his friend was going to be coming over on Friday and to bed ready. My stomach started flipping, I was getting nervous again even though we had done this twice before. I staid in the bedroom while they visited and then they came into the bedroom. His friend was still nervous as well. We messed around for a little bit, me sucking on both their cocks and Master using some of my toys on me while I was sucking his friends cock. We took a break and they went into the living room. Master called me to come into the living room so I put some clothes on and walked in there and he wanted me to sit on the couch between them. I got me something to drink in kitchen to kind of kill time before I had to go sit on the couch. So I sat in between them and few minutes later he told me to take my shorts off so I did. I had a tank top on so Master just pulled my breasts out over the top of the tank top. They both started sucking and playing with my tits and I was starting to relax. Master told his friend that he could do whatever he wanted to me. He started sucking my tits again and fingering my pussy. I was getting more and more relaxed cause it felt so good. Master likes to take pics of our sessions so he was taking pics in between pinching and sucking on my tits. They each stood on either side of me and I had a cock in each hand and Master told me to suck on than the other, going back and forth. I was really getting into it and it was feeling really good. Master handed the camera to his friend to have him take pics of him and me. I was sitting on the couch and he wanted his friend to take pics of my pussy. He crossed my leg over the other and kind of pushed me over to my side where you could see it from behind. He started finger fucking me hard for his friend to take pics. Then he kept doing it and I squirted for the first time ever. It wasn't much but it felt so good. His friend had never seen anything like that and really enjoyed it too. We were resting on the couch and getting ready to continue but were interrupted so that was all we got to do. We all talked about it later and discussed that we were all starting to feel more comfortable with it and what we wanted to do next time.
Which will be soon.