I'm sorry for the dumping on myself.

Yes, I'm switch. The sub side of me is helping get thought this period the best. Trying to pickup and examine the diffferent emotions that wash over me. Feeling it, naming it, and enduring it. It's time to "cowgirl up" time. Yeah, life just caught me with a wrap-around to a sensitive spot that I thought was protected. If I'm not going to safeword right now then I should stop wiggling around and enjoy the rest of it.

My Dom side is sure that she will return on her knees wearing nothing but a collar in a few months. Like most Doms, that side of me is not in complete touch with reality.

I was feeling really down last night and venting through this post has helped. That and I took the best pair of nipple clamps out of the toy bag to take with me.

tj