Oh hang on - there was one thing you said that really shocked and concerned me -
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I hate giving her pleasure *god help me*

. Would you care to expand on that? I mean, do you really not enjoy making her cum? Does she still give you pleasure?

And I don't know what a pillow princess or a Stone Fem are, lol.

Moptop...
I don't care for going down on her. I like to make her cum. But its hard. She is very slow to orgasim and i tend to run out of energy before she gets there....with my tonge anyway. I can and do use hands to pleasure her. And I really want to make her come and give her pleasure. I just well...have seemed to turn it into a chore. I need to work on how to make that better.
a Pillow Princess or a Stone Fem is a lesbian who only wants to be serviced and to not touch her partner. I really don't think that is me. I just need to learn to find the joy in it more, and to find a way to sustain my energys.