I find this thread very interesting. If I may, please, post my reply...

When I was a little girl, one of the recurring dreams I had centered around being bound and used for the pleasure of the men who had kidnapped me. I had no idea there was such a thing as BDSM at that time. Sometimes I would even try to begin the dream while I was awake just so that I could experience the sensations that overcame my body during these dream periods.

It wasn't until I was much older that I read a story in which the very same things I had dreamt about were being written about. Much to my surprise, I had to admit to myself that this is what turned me on and had me reaching orgasm.

If I could live like how I dreamt, I think I'd be a much happier woman. If only I could have told someone how I felt. But, to be honest, I was too ashamed to even let on what gave me pleasure. "If only" are some very intense words.