Quote Originally Posted by GoldenGirl
later on these fantasy's just turned to wanting just to be tied up and bound and then when i was like 13 or 14 i actually started to tie myself to my bed rails to sleep with ace bandages n pretend that someone was making me sleep like that n such
I started doing that as well, around the age of 14-15 (puberty and starting to fantasize and masturbate frequently). I felt ashamed/strange/silly doing it, scared by the thought that anyone would ever find out, but I loved it too much to stop.
Also started cutting a bit (soley for sexual pleasure, it never became a problem), gagging myself with socks or pantyhose, things like that.
...And then I read "The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty". And things started getting progressively clearer, and more exciting since..