Okay...I have to tell ya that as much as I love all these stories...boy am I envious!

I have had two r/l Dom's, and I met both of them on the internet. The first one can be found in GaelstormIRA's description of who is not a Dom in the personals thread! He was not very knowledgeable about bdsm, nor was I. But I believed what he told me and tried to have a D/s relationship with this guy. He was aware that I was married at the time (separated now!), and eventually turned this against me. If you search the forums for a thread entitled "To Stay or Let Go" or something like that....you can read all about him and I. He also didn't like that I came here to learn. So....one down!

I actually don't talk about one of the more embarrassing moments of my little learningtopleez life since I have discovered this part of myself. And that was with an ex member of the bdsm library. Some of you may remember...it was internet only...actually we did talk on the phone a couple of times....but it turned out he was just playing me, as well as other members of the forum. He also lied...a lot!! Thank goodness for good friends! So.....two down!

The third I met on alt....I have mentioned him here in several posts...his name was Max. Max felt more like a Dom than anyone I have been with so far. But alas...he wants children...I have two teenagers! So....three down!

I am beginning to think that I am not meant for this type of lifestyle....or maybe I am just not meant for true love...