...sighs, I have not heard from Sir at all today. At first I did not think we would be talking over the weekend for last weekend we did not talk, but he did say last night he would mail me today and explain a couple things. I will try to remain optimistic.
...on the negative side I think to myself, maybe I should not have posted anything here at all before asking his permission. Maybe by doing this I put him on a spot, no matter if I did not mean to...or perhaps I crossed some line he does not agree to at all, yet I trust he will tell me...something.