I think that trying to explain why you enjoy being humiliated is very difficult to do.
Everyone has a different view and idea as to what it means to them, and even then it is still hard to explain the rush you feel and why you feel it.

Humiliation to me is a rush that I am addicted to, and most times it is when I feel completely submissive, because I am pushing the boundries of my mind and completely surrending to it. I am pushing my mind to go to a place that is uncomfortable but I am doing it for him, because he enjoys watching me squirm.
I am no longer his submissive, but a toy to use in whatever manner he sees fit, that to me is a rush in itself.
I love verbal humiliation, because I enjoy being taken to that darker place and feel that rush of adrenalin. I can be called a whore, a cunt or any other derogatory term even in a normal conversation, and it makes it all the more exciting. I feel special and complete.


There is a difference though between being humiliated and being degraded. If you end up feeling worthless and start losing your self esteem, then you are not doing something right at all. Something that I have to work on sometimes, it may not always be an easy thing to do.

Even though you are being humiliated and embarassed to a degree, humiliation can be one of those highly erotic moments that is both taboo and exciting.