Tara had straightend out a clothes hanger and had every inttention of whiping me with it ,this how disrepectful whores are treated, my whimpering must have had an effect on her as she put the hanger on the table. She helped me from under the coffee table sitting me on the sofa .It seemed like she had come out of a trance ,Im not going to say im sorry for what I did because you brought it on your self she said
stroking me ,but I think I went to far ,she helped up took me to the bathrom ,started running the water and helped me in.The warm water did wonders,the whole time i kept thinking about what had happened .I knew I couldnt go through it again.It was like Tara was reading my mind.she washed me gently,saying, your going to have to decide what you want to do ,if you want to leave I will under stand ,if you stay I wont garaunte it wont happen again,but if you stay Iwill give you warnings on how to conduct your self and if you do as I tell you then it should play out ok.
ONce again I wept bubbering I love you and dont want to leave ,but im afraid ,I cant got through this again .Tarahelped me from the bath wraped a towel arond me ,held me tight stroking my hair ,calming me ,she lead me to bed ,covering me laying down with me ,the trembling stoppped ,I drifted off to sleep.
The morning was a time for soul searching did i want go ,of course not ,I loved Tara and couldnt leave. Wesat and talked things out , I told I wanted to stay no matter what ,it was what she wantedto hear ,she was her same happy self ,we hugged ,kissed and cryed ,she promised to control her temper , istill ached ,she thuought i should get checked at the hospital but I thought i was ok ,she took my robe off giving me a good going over ,seeing that none of the cuts were deep and decided I would be ok, I reated for a couple of days not going to workwith Tara covering for me saying i had acold . A few people wondered where we had got to Friday ,Tara made excuses and no one was the wiser.Thank good ness there were no marks on my face and in a week the marks were gone .