I'm 'so' touched that the few threads I have created...are getting so much positive attention. This forum has 'greatly' changed since the first time I was a regular about two years ago. Much more maturity, understanding and just a far better crowd of members.

I've gained so many different apects of what I was seeking, it is kind of refreshing. I'm glad this thread alone has opened some eyes, raised some questions within people's own hearts and just turned into a healthy discussion.

On that note, I did some soul searching of my own. I've come to a decision of leaving the forum (again). No, it was NOTHING anyone said - trust me. Personally, I just feel like there are too many temptations to affect my concentration and daily thought process. The stories, the avatars, the pictures - just too much for me. I learned I'm not strong enough, inside, to look past these little things and be able to maturly discuss the BDSM role in my marriage.

With my own experiences, over 10+ years - I have no problem 'spicing' things up in the bedroom now. Through my return, I realize I couldn't treat my wifey like a true slave/submissive based on several factors I just do not want to get into. However, it is fun incorporating little aspects of B & D to have a little fun. Thanks for helping me see that.

Through my short stay, I've meet so many 'cool' people that I want to continue to build relationships with. So, people like cariad, stillbehindblueeyes, ruby, alex bragi - please continue to talk with me via email. Also, I open an invitation to anyone who'd like to talk with me after my departure to email me. I love to chit-chat! Email is poeticchristian@gmail.com.

I apologize for the short stay, but loved the impact my visit had. Thanks for showing me love/respect as it meant the world to me. I'll check back the next few days for replies to this thread then I'm going to kind of disappear. So, email me when possible. Otherwise - thank you all.