I love that too...I want to be completely bound and indefenseless. I want him to make me wear a mask and tell me everything he wants done and punish me if I don't do it right, spank me, make me drink from a bowl and eat from a bowl, put me in a cage, etc....I love that, to be completely defenseless. I guess I like it because it completely different from the way my life is. Good luck and I hove you enjoy your orgasms, I know I will. I will beg my boyfriend to do all of that to me!!! I want him to shove his dick down my throat until I almost gag, make me suck his dick for hours and if I don't do a good job to punish me!!!! ::













Quote Originally Posted by .x.Cole.x. View Post
have you ever woken up thinking about yoiur dreams and life and everything you look forward to and say "hey that doesnt belong there?" i did. i woke up this morning thinking about being completely bound and i dont know why but lately thats all i have wanted. and i want it to the extent that i cannot move. i used to like disobeying because sometimes the punishments were fun but something has changed. i want to obey. i want to do everything He tells me to do. i want to make Him happy and service Him until He wants me to stop (which is never so i alwasy have to ask permission to stop.. lol). but i really havent wanted to be bound like this before and the way i feel about the lifestyle is changing too. i dunno but im kinda embarrassed talking to Him about the way im feeling and what im really wanting... but i dunno,, maybe ill get the guts pretty soon. i dunno.

.x.cole.x.