hehehe, i think i enjoy sharing in this couch, it's cosy....
A memory I have carved in my mind is when i was about 6 or 7, we used to live in a house that had a massive garden. I used to go to the garden, next to the flowers and what-nots and 'fantasise' about being abducted, taken away. Hey, ok, i know, 'you pervert!', but it took me to my happy place, I was calm.
In my early early teens I 'made up' a game i played with several friends i had, all boys. It consisted of a belt and the rules were that the boys would choose one of them vs. me, the belt would be in the middle of the room and whoever got the belt first could spank the other person. Needless to say I always lost...on purpose...

In any case, I always knew, deep down. But I was only like that with boys I liked. I wasn't [and still am not] submissive around all males, but there's some men [and sometimes women] that give me that bubbly feeling that will get me blushing in no time, even if they just asked me for a cup of coffee.
*sighs*

and please don't tell me i'm a pervert! at least not in a critisising tone!