bipolar: hugs you wonderful pervert you

only when i look back with lots of hindsight do i realize i was kinda young too when i probably started thinking about it uncounsiously, consciously it wasnt until highschool that i was aware that i was kinda the "bottom" with my best friend she was "pushy" and insistant, i do things her way, so i did, even some of the things that i would have never done on my own without prompting, i didnt know for sure until after several years and leaving the lifestyle behind for a time what my true nature really was