Euryleia

It’s not about Him not being willing to do the “work.” Definitely not. And He’s definitely not selfish. Close to an hour of him trying to get me to cum with no results.

I don’t have access to a regular doctor. Clinics only unfortunately and not something I would be willing to go to a clinic for at this point…

Jeanne

To be honest I think my ex fucked me up in the sexual department. I was never this self conscious about myself until I dated him. I never felt uglier until I dated him.

You might be right. Last time was the first time I ever came twice with anyone besides myself (and alone that’s a bit of a challenge). I know He thinks I’m beautiful. I just have a hard time believing that myself.

Whippett

I don’t think the age gap is an issue. It comes to mind every so often but Ive thought it over and it really doesn’t bother me. If it did I never would have answered His ad, because He said his age right from the beginning.

Anxiety is an issue. Has been for years, and more so since I dated my ex.

Craven

The more I think of it the more I think the anxiety is to blame. Just feeling plenty like a failure lately. I know that’s not His intention. *cue horrible anxiety*

Denuseri

Another thing for the anxiety. Having a terrible time from the start actually talking about things. Instead just feels like I’m about to choke and cant breath *yay for anxiety* Don’t think I even left enough info on my first post to be useful.


Anyway…thanks all for the advice. Rearing its ugly head tonight but figured I would finally post back to this instead of just letting it sit and freak out.