
Originally Posted by
Kadence
I was recently collared by the best Master ever. He is caring, kind, understanding - and also strict, unforgiving and demanding; everything I could pretty much ask for in a Master. However, our relationship is strictly online, and obstructed by a timezone difference - we are six hours apart. I am also unwilling to take photographic evidence of the tasks I perform for Him (although He is amazingly sympathetic and understanding about my reluctance - that I don't want such images to resurface and potentially damage me in the future; I am fairly young, and although I doubt He'd ever use anything I sent Him against me, I am still paranoid).
My worries are that He'll lose interest in me simply because He can no doubt find more open submissives, who are willing to cater to His (natually) male wants: visuals. I have sent Him numerous pictures of myself, but nothing sexually explicit. I don't want to lose this relationship, but I also don't want to compromise my own wishes in trying to appease Him.