Quote Originally Posted by Flaming_Redhead View Post
It used to please him if I saved all my cum for him, meaning I didn't masturbate, but now he thinks I should "explore" anytime I get the urge. I have to admit that it gives me a little relief, but it's still nothing compared to when I'm with him...so....almost not worth doing. Notice I said "almost." *ggls* It's a bit disconcerting, though, that I can barely stand to touch myself directly anymore, even when he tells me to, because I'd rather have him do it. My own pussy has turned traitor! *lol*
I completely agree. I, too, have 'free play' masturbation time but don't use it very much because it pales so much compared to sex with Sir. The way that humiliation (that's too strong of a word but I can't think of another) is integrated into our sex play sets me free. Just because something may be embarrassing is no excuse to not do that particular act. I've never felt so happy to embarrass/humiliate myself and it takes a special person to develop that level of trust and comfort in a relationship. I share a level of intimacy with Sir that goes well beyond 'just sex' that makes sex with him amazing.

Hoorah for hot, steamy, dirty, plentiful sex!

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