When bad feelings come back

[Flaming_Redhead]

The only thing that works for me is a really good ass whipping with a good cry afterwards and lots of snuggling. Anything else just leaves me feeling like I got off too damn easy or haven't really been forgiven. The problem is that I don't always get what I need/want, and I still don't know how to absolve myself....so....I'm afraid I'm not much help.

[Twisted32]

The only thing that works for me is a really good ass whipping with a good cry afterwards and lots of snuggling. Anything else just leaves me feeling like I got off too damn easy or haven't really been forgiven.

I completely agree. Last night Master wanted me to do something and I tried and tried but just couldn't do it....he punished me severely and afterwards, when he was done with me, I felt SO disappointed in myself and felt like I let him down...he comforted me and told me at least I tried it and thats all he asks....but tonight, I got closer to what he wanted me to do, even though I had some adverse reactions, I still got close. He praised me saying that I did a VERY good job and that he was proud of me. I was proud of myself too....and hopefully I will be able to get closer to his goal of doing what he wants me too.