I originally thought it was the humiliation that I loved so much, but recently discovered that I prefer sexual degradation to humiliation.

What I like about both is that we (I) have to be consciously aware that I am going against what I have been taught as 'proper' or ideal behavior & succumb to His power.

It's not that I like the attention...quite the opposite, actually. I hate people looking at me, so this is absolutely mortifying for me (at the time) but after i feel dirty & naughty & proud that I did it because he told me to, despite my every urge not to.

here is an excellent suggestion given to me from one of my threads looking for the same information:

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Maybe this is over simplistic but who says they have to know you two are together? The task is created (whatever it may be), you both go to the same public spot, he enters first and orders/browses/etc., you enter 5 minutes later, perform the task, get the humiliation and leave, he waits another 5 minutes (and gets to hear all of the "OMG I can't believe she did that!" comments) while you wait in the car (which i would think could add to the embarrassment in and of itself) and then he joins you and you leave.

this is brilliant, because you can't pretend like no one noticed & it also takes more thought. (than being made to wet self in public, wear short skirts then bend over, wearing a vibrator in public etc.)

anyway - good luck!
~openlyrefined