A submissive from the beginning New to the Lifestyle

[bevj]

Hello to everyone,

I've known who and what I wanted as a child but didn't have the reason or knowledge of what until the Internet. I had a lot of desires and begin to read and then knew from other submissives' what I was and wanted in life. I had so many mind blocks due to what family and news and dating did to me. The word kinky came up a lot from dates which I felt was wrong. Its not kinky its just thats the way I felt and then the Family part as my mother would say you are going to hell part and then the world would say thats not a norm something is wrong with you. I kept to myself who and how I felt for many years now my children are grown and on their own and I am on my own I want to be myself and not hide and live. You only have one life so live it.

lol on the lighter side I have a sense of humor and love to laugh. I live in the Big State of Texas. "remember the Alamo" had to get that in and I hope to meet everyone to talk and learn and to be myself. Thanks and Have a Great week.

Beverly

[Tufty]

Hello and to the Forums

[Lillyrose123]

Welcome to the site that will help you in your new quest.. most people are very friendly and helpful.. the chat room is the best and you meet Doms and Dommes, as well as other subs/slaves.. Looking forward to getting to know you better.

Lillyrose123

[Master Eq]

Welcome, hope you find what your looking for

[diem]

Your introduction is not only open and honest, but I think typical of a lot of members who were closet kinks until the inet revealed there are a lot of us. Hope this opens a happy new world for you.

[Euryleia]

Welcome to the forums.

[Jaymin01]

Welcome to the forums bevj.

[rosebud]

Hi Beverly Welcome to the Library! Have fun!

[Diablo]

Welcome and good luck on your journey.

[jeanne]

Hello and welcome!

[SirTimothyk]

bevj,
welcome. let me know if you have any questions.
Tim

[skp2bear]

A bery hearty welcome from a fellow Texas sub. I too started out very late in life. It was a thread in here that ultimately led me to finding my master. I am the sub in training to a member of the board of directors of a local organization for our lifestyle. It is possible as I am a bit older than you. Please feel free to pm me and perhaps I can be of some help in your search.

[bevj]

A bery hearty welcome from a fellow Texas sub. I too started out very late in life. It was a thread in here that ultimately led me to finding my master. I am the sub in training to a member of the board of directors of a local organization for our lifestyle. It is possible as I am a bit older than you. Please feel free to pm me and perhaps I can be of some help in your search.

I would love some help and just to have someone to talk with would be the greatest. Hope to talk soon. I'm going back to school to change job careers so I do a lot of driving to school 100 miles one way driving. I try and get on when the books let me lol but yes I would love to chat with you.

beverly

[DiablosLittleOne]

Welcome to the Library.

[bevj]

Thank you everyone so much.
I would be grateful for any help or just to talk small town and I really don't want to find a mule or a tumbleweed to talk too. lol at times I feel lost here and that makes it much harder in a very small town of 1,000pop to be yourself.
bev