Yes my sister you are absolutely correct. He does know me and my limits and I do need to trust that he will guide and protect me. Yes He may push me but ultimately isn't that what we all want from our Masters? Of course it is. Thank you so much for your help. Your comments helped more than you know. I love being able to talk about this with you guys. It really helps. Btw- we had an incredible session last night. It was the best ever and I cat wait to see what He does next. Giggles...