Silke, I just had to smile when you said "it will be a while until things get back to normal" - that somehow our "normal" has become giving our heart/mind/body to someone we've never met, held, kissed..... but someone we know so well.

In any event, you sound as though you are approaching your r/l in a healthy manner; talking things over and finding support from those who share or atleast understand your feelings is a very good step.

Here's to more normal days ahead!! cookiecat

ps - thanks tojo for the kind words