Good point, Tojo. And as I said before, I didn't apologize for feeling the way I did, just for the time I chose to 'vent'. But then again, it's better that it's out and I don't have to explain everything again once we get some of that precious time together. I'd hate to waste it...

I'm pretty sure he prefers to see the outbursts over some fake happy facade, so yeah - honesty is the way to go.

Today has been a good day. I've felt him close somehow, it's hard to explain...but I get those days when he's almost tangible, as if he was watching me as I go about my day. Those days I catch myself walking taller, holding my head high and seeing him in every person I meet...I'm at my best on those days, feel strong and secure...and loved. Oh, and incredibly sexy and horny, lol. Well...the latter might be due to not having been able to touch for ages now (okay, a week IS an eternity for me, lol) and also because I read the most erotic story last night *melts*. Thanks, Sbbe, for the recommendation - not sure whether to kiss or curse you, though. It's been pure torture not to go for that orgasm lurking just around the corner, grrrr.