Early Fantasies

[myri_SN]

seems i can never get enough play or never be sore enough or bruised enough....
for a while now i got this silly idea in my head that even though i am collared (and i would not do this without him knowing and approving) that i would like to play with a whole group of very good doms for about a day or so. maybe rent a nice dungeon....
since i am in a relationship they would all have to stay dressed, no sex or oral (toys not included here), (no scat or watersports anyways, i find the idea revolting :yuck: ), i absolutely dont like the idea of being cut, although it happens sometimes when playing with knives i would just faint if done on purpose. i know needles and got some sort of hate relationship with them but i want to to play with them, however if i am not lying down i'll faint (which leaves me feeling sick and is not playing i find).
i have told my master and he asked if this is really what i would try, he says i would have to organise as he won't. well he knows i owuld never do that and it is never going to happen......but...... i still love the idea.

i suppose this idea is going around in my mind as it is a scenario i would wish to happen 24/7/356, probably in this case just with my master on most occasions. i guess it's something a lot of people dream about and it will stay a dream forever. but i though it fitted in this thread.

PS, i know i had posted some of this as a poll a few months ago, but i feel in this thread it fits better.

[sarahgetswet]

were about being pinned down and having parts squeezed and fondled, and being bounced on until i had to pee.

Sometimes it would be strangers doing it, someoimes sisters or friends and sometimes characters from fiction or stars I fancied.

[hellbentforleatherr]

All you submissive ladies...I hope a submissive guy early fantasy isn't a wet blanket.

In elemetry school I used to fantasize about being the unwilling prisoner of the prettiest and most confident group of girls. They would tie me up and stand over me, eggin one another to step on me, my hands, chest, and face. They would also tie me up and put their butts in my face. My head would be completely restrained and my mouth gagged, or something. Anyway, they could rub their butts over my face and I counldn't do anything to stop them. They would laugh and talk to one another while they did it. They would get my nose right between their cheeks and tell me to sniff.

I also had a thing about girls riding horses. It started with a friend of my big sis who took riding lessons. I had a crush on her and one day she was over, wearing some of her riding clothes. I was very young, and was being a super brat. She said she would like to chase me on her horse and run me over. She giggled when she said it. She saw that it had an effect on me, so she went into more detail about how she would do it. Later I used to play with the two girls next door. That had breyer dolls with horses and I used G.I. Joe. They wanted to be married to GI Joe and have him ride horses with them. But I would always have Joe attack them and tell them they would have to use their horses to trample him. Their would rear their bryer horses up and kick GI Joe down, then prance on him. Then they would tie him up and drag him with their horses through the back yard. These were hosrsey little girls and they liked the games too, for a while. They got bored with it before I did.

Later when I was in maybe third and fourth grade, I got into some boy-girl games with the neighbor girls and another little girl. They were witches and turned me into a horse. I would be on my hands and knees, hold a short rope in my mouth for reins and they rode me. When the spell wore off I would start become unrully, so they would reapply the magic. The magic was to sit on my face and tell me to sniff their butts. This was how I got to be a horse in the first place, of course.

[eviana]

Starting in my early teens my fantasies have always involved varying elements of bondage, forced sex and being whipped or flogged for disobedience and misbehaviour. Long before I had any idea that there was such a thing as consensual slavery I fantasied about being owned. I have discovered that some fantasies can come true (thanks to my wonderfully depraved but loving Master) and by the way, whips and chains (and floggers and rope) really do excite me.

[DungeonMaster6]

Gee, I feel right at home being around all you perverts.

When I was in eighth grade, I had a fantasy about tying one of my female classmates face-up to a diving board at a swimming pool, naked of course.

[tazkill]

when i was 14 there used to be a cartoon on tv called swat cats. it is set in a world where everyone is a cat. the swat cats are bad boys turned superhero but always in trouble with the law. they flew an F16 and rode fast bikes. And i started picturing myself "rescued" by them and being so greatful i became there slave. There was loads of fantasies with them two timing me while i was in chains in their work shop amoungst the bike parts, smelling petrol to this day makes me instantly horney....

[nemoman]

so i am new here - great place - and a funny coincidence already: my earliest fantasies are a lot like hellbent's. (warning i am a male sub - skip this if it is not your thing)

in my earliest fantasies (about 12 when i first began to play with myself - no cummies yet) i would be naked on my belly, arms and legs stretched out. beside me was a woman dressed as a witch (hat, cape and all), stirring a big cauldron with a large stick. she would take the stick and put it in my ass and "stir" (!?!). also, for what it is worth, the woman was always one of two women: my teacher Ms. R or my mom.

i must say it was very fun to admit such an embarrassing fantasy. thanks

[Uncle_Ed]

I guess that I have to admit to being a Perve for almost as long as I can remember...

For a reason that I cannot recall I had an incredibly vivid fantasy when under anaesthetic gas at the dentist. There was the sound of bells and a woman tied to water-wheel going around and under water.

Didn't tell my parents but tried to ask at school if any other boys dicks kept "sticking up"! They thought I was hilarious as they didn't know what I meant.I was 7.

[caitlynmariecd]

First I was suspended and flogged. Then I was tied to a cross and set out in public. Finally I was taken to the gallows, noose placed around my neck and pulled up to hang by my neck.

[gagged_Louise]

Uncle Ed: LOL.

The idea of being bound tight, gagged and locked in the car trunk (by kidnappers or enforcers) was an early turn-on, picked from tv crime flicks etc. Guess I'm too tall to submit to that in its classic form in real life, at least with any kind of ordinary car (you don't get in, even folded, unless you're somewhere under 5'4" - I know this from a case where it happened in actual life). I'm well over 6'. Well, being hauled into a dark pick-uo truck, bound and your mouth taped over, squirming in the dark, mmphing and suddenly feeling someone is tugging at your panties and about to rape you is just as good.

[MsUther]

The first fantasy i can remember was about me being raped under a car. Not sure where the under the car thing came from, but i think it was the only possibility i could imagine for being hidden and also a little safe. I was about 11 and fantasised about a stranger comming into my street where he captured me and forced me under the car oposite my house. There he pinned me down, crawled on top of me and raped me. It was an adult.
He wasnt going to hit me or kill me afterwords, because i would tell him i had enjoyed it and would ask him to please do it again.
I dont rememer if i dreamt it first or after. But it was both a reocuring dream and a fantasy.
Another early one was being bent over the hood of a car.

Ooh, i detect a car fixation.

[hawk_fann]

I remember the dungeones you are talking about, Rosanna. I remember them primarily from the old b&w monster movies. I was particularly fascinated by the rack, a fascination that stayed with me over the years.

[Silke]

so is visiting old castles, if the castle is still in good shape, at times there even is a subterranean chamber to admire, and I'm not talking about the wine cellar

if it's merely a ruin you can still let your imagination wander...

Oh YES, one of my favourite hobbies when I'm on vacation...I love castles! My imagination runs wild when I'm there, especially when they still have a decent dungeon in there and the tourguide tells some stories about what used to happen in the old times...before he leaves you to explore on your own with a smile...

i get the impression that as soon as someone sends me a message and i do not tell himin detail what master does to me when we play and switch my cam on i get told that 'i'm male and a fake'.

Lol, yup, happened to me more times than not. I got the impression that it's an easy way to save the troll's ego to call someone who doesn't fall for their games a fake. It used to bother me when I was new to the online BDSM community, but now that I know a bit more - it just makes me laugh like hell and press the ignore button.

[gagged_Louise]

Yeah, you do run into a number of fake masters, when you're trawling different s/m forums, the guys who will write to you as soon as you've made a few posts and indicated you're a masochist, and introduce themselves as "very experienced and strict master", start calling you slave instantly etc.
On another forum I got in touch with this guy who sent me a questionnaire of my tastes, limits and wishes - bet he did that for all the people he contacted - and within a week he was asking me to rig my webcam (I didn't have one at the time, recently got one and am learning to use it) so he could order me around for hours.. I was more into exchanging fantasies and roleplay, but he went for the kill and when there was a two-day break in the mail exchange he sent me a mail. asked for explanations and then "sentenced" me to some outrageous punishments and then to write him a report of what it had felt like.

The next day I wrote a fake horny report on how the treatment had turned out and then pulled the plug on the poor man, I just felt "I don't have time for this kind of guy now". Haven't met any of that kind on this forum though, that's nice.

[Silke]

The next day I wrote a fake horny report on how the treatment had turned out and then pulled the plug on the poor man, I just felt "I don't have time for this kind of guy now".

Lol, he deserved it - good job!

Haven't met any of that kind on this forum though, that's nice.

Well, I've seen a few come and go, but the community outs them pretty soon and most just disappear after a VERY short time, lol.

[Asia]

I think I'm typical in this area. Priests, SS Waffen and Gestapo rape-love-hate relationship for their pleasure not confessions, gang raped by group of strangers, being choked and beaten during a rape by two men with weapons while my imaginary bf (I was about 7-ish when this fantasy 1st occurred and no r/l bf *sobs*) was forced to watch and unable to help. While all of these are reoccuring fantasies and I still have them, I guess the ultimate and theme underlying them is being watched and photographed while in a vulnerable state.

With women and BDSM fantasies- it's always about the SS, 'her' sat on a chair wearing her Waffen uniform and large dildo and me being forced to fuck her while she holds my neck and bites my nipples while other SS women soldiers watch on and laughing, taking turns to slap my face, spit at me and hold my hips to keep me grinding down on to the dildo.

Oh yeah - I fantasise about making soft, delicate, agonisingly, beautiful love as well by the way *highlights this so as not to sound too much of a pervert - smiles*
Asia
xxx

[Dundee]

I think I'm typical in this area. Priests, SS Waffen and Gestapo rape-love-hate relationship for their pleasure not confessions, gang raped by group of strangers, being choked and beaten during a rape by two men with weapons while my imaginary bf (I was about 7-ish when this fantasy 1st occurred and no r/l bf *sobs*) was forced to watch and unable to help. While all of these are reoccuring fantasies and I still have them, I guess the ultimate and theme underlying them is being watched and photographed while in a vulnerable state.

With women and BDSM fantasies- it's always about the SS, 'her' sat on a chair wearing her Waffen uniform and large dildo and me being forced to fuck her while she holds my neck and bites my nipples while other SS women soldiers watch on and laughing, taking turns to slap my face, spit at me and hold my hips to keep me grinding down on to the dildo.

Oh yeah - I fantasise about making soft, delicate, agonisingly, beautiful love as well by the way *highlights this so as not to sound too much of a pervert - smiles*
Asia
xxx

Asia!
You dirty little girl I better change my AV to Stalin instead and put on my best Ruskie accent. I can't think of mine now after reading all this, I'm a bit hot and bothered under the collar. I need a large, STIFF drink

[agp_millie]

Dear Asia,
i have a strong empathy with you, except all mine were older (and a cpl. x younger) brothers molesting me and sister (younger) .. But gave me a serious belief and became addicted to male Protein.

Left home at 15 straight into the arms of my subsequent worst nightmare .. fantasy? Never sure when it's real. Anyway, with my happy, conted Farmer's wife and mom of a few, i enjoy fantasising (whatever) on line. Probably the opposite way round for potential rapists?

*Hugs*
milly_mooe(s) a lot.

ps. As you will see, my skool teecher was right!

[Timberwolf]

I didn't have very many bondage or D/s fantasies when I was younger. But reading over sections of this thread it's occued to me that when I was 13 or 14, I had a fantasy about a girl who was a classmate of mine. I wanted to take her out into the woods, we'd get naked, begin making love... and then I'd tie her to a tree, and go on making love to her and taking her body for my pleasure. Around that same age I also recall having several fantasies about being a sort of on-call love slave who's duty was to pleasure this insanely beautiful woman however she wanted me to, and that was probably the first FemDom fantasy I had, though I didn't know jack about kink at the time.

I'd certainly never heard of the term bongade, or BDSM, or D/s at that time and had no clue what I was onto, and I wouldn't really discover what those thigns were for years after. Most of my adolescent fantasies were more or less "vanilla" material.

I'd totally forgotten about that but reading over some of this here reminded me of it. That's the first tangeble sexaul bondage fantasy I can recall, and both my first "Dom" and "sub" fantasies that I can think of.

[IndigoBon]

I've always had kidnaping fantasies, even before I really understood that they turned me on sexually.... I remember being younger, and looking at the back of a movie box at the video store. There were two kids my age (about ten at the time) tied up with tape gags over their mouths. I stared at them in facination and deep down wanted to be in that situation myself. I used to close myself in my closet and pretend that I was being kept there against my will. I'd sit there for a long time, playing over the situation in my mind..... I also remember wrapping myself up tightly in a blanket (an early attempt at what I now realize to be my interest in mummification) and then I'd climb up on the bed or back in the closet. As time went on, I started having fantasies about being kidnapped and then starting some sort of relationship with my kidnapper. Being frightened, but eventually coming to identify with him. It took awhile before the fantasies became overtly sexual, but they were always there. Now they've moved into fantasies where I'm kidnapped and trained as a slave, used only for the pleasure of whomever has taken me. Being tied in unlimited ways and forced to do things that humiliate me to no end...My initial fantasies also always contained men, but have recently included women as well.....

Indigo...

[LikelySuspect]

I've had very few fantasies, sexually, my whole life, that weren't bdsm related. The first one i remember was me being tied and bound in the middle of a hallway at school, with people walking past, who were allowed to touch me any way they wanted. lots of them said nasty things and humiliated me. the rest just forced me to moan and squirm in front of teachers and the like... in fact... i still fantasize about things like that...

[goalt]

Earliest one I can think of is being arrested/captured and stripped. I'd be taken to a prison/facility, where all the prisoners were naked. We'd be forced to do various kinds of labor (mining, etc). Interestingly, this also involved a punishment/torture pretty similar to the wooden horse: the tieing of me such that my weight was on my pussy, which rested on a ridge. This was certainly before I knew about BDSM.

[slavescout74]

Another fantsy I had was being tied to a forced fucking machine, (this was over 30 years ago) I'm always ahead of my time where it doesn't matter.

[Arria]

I have been known since early childhood to be a spoilsport at certain games because I enjoyed the act of getting caught ten times more than actually escaping or having found the perfect hiding-place *g*.
When I started fantasizing at the beginning of puberty, it always envolved me being chased, hunted down, taken to the ground etc. long before any "really sexual" elements came into it. I did not realize those fantasies as being erotic for a long time, I just thought myself odd :-)

Since then I know I enjoy to be overpowered physically (maybe one of the reasons why I married a 6ft 4 inch high man looking very much like a Viking, and being into BDSM of course *lol*).

Apart from that, it was of course Cowboys and Indians with me, me always ending up being tied to the stake, tortured and interrogated to get information out of me, which I did of course not give up... though if that was for the sake of my "comrades" or for the sake of the torturing being continued, I could not really tell.
From what I heard, at least the latter one is a very commonly shared early favourite by most submissives I have spoken to. *smiles again*

The final moment when my captors told me they would kill me as I did not yield to their methods and was therefore of no use to them, was one that aroused me deeply on another level - but it took many more years for me to put a name to that, also.

[deigja]

When I started fantasizing at the beginning of puberty, it always envolved me being chased, hunted down, taken to the ground etc. long before any "really sexual" elements came into it. I did not realize those fantasies as being erotic for a long time, I just thought myself odd :-)


Apart from that, it was of course Cowboys and Indians with me, me always ending up being tied to the stake, tortured and interrogated to get information out of me, which I did of course not give up... though if that was for the sake of my "comrades" or for the sake of the torturing being continued, I could not really tell.
From what I heard, at least the latter one is a very commonly shared early favourite by most submissives I have spoken to. *smiles again*

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Arria I´m with you.. early Fantasies of being chased and also the cowboy and indians theme.
Now looking back I can identify those scenes as beeing erotic Fantasies, I could not at that time though..

As to my first fantasies.. I mostly endet up tied to a tree, sometimes gagged, sometimes blindfoldet...
When I started Masturbation at the age of.. perhaps 13, don´t remember clearly, I soon started playing with tape also, tying up my legs or just taping my mouth shut...

[steelish]

My fantasy as a young girl was actually a reality. However, I don't want to give too much away because I've submitted the experience in the June 2008 story contest. The title is Em Kay's Transformation and it is an explanation of why I ended up wanting to be dominated. It involves the neighborhood boys I grew up with.

I'm not sure when Nikita will post it though. I'm dying to see what kind of reaction it will get because even after all these years, reliving the experience during the writing of it was HOT HOT HOT!

[MissElizabeth87]

My earliest fantasies were actually about other girls... I used to fantasize about spanking other girls until they cried... or about directing a bunch of guys to 'do dirty things to' (I was never very specific...limited imagination) another girl.

The earliest one involving guys only involved kissing them. Yeah... boring.

[newslave]

I remember twisting the sheets in my bed as I thought about the olden days and how I would be held captive and bound waiting for my man to come and save me...except for the fact that he only untied me after he was done...

I also remember tons of sexually charged fantasies where I was unable to move for the imaginary bindings on my bed - It wasn't until I dscovered this life a few months ago that I made the connection between here and my childhood, though. Plenty of my time as an adolescent was spent wrapping in that world though!

[Curiouslittleangel14]

My earliest fantasies were of being a slave to some wealthy exotic prince amongst other slaves who were hot and of being raped in a dark alley but an unknown dude.