I look in the mirror and see an educated, attractive, intelligent and very feminine woman who is a leader at work. I am confident and capable in real life but harbor a secret desire to be taken and used, safely and completely. I am submissive - it is a part of who I am but also a part of me that few see. I secretly desire a man who will show me how I can surrender to him. I want him to vanquished and take me, to use me, to teach me - I NEED him to do all these things to me.
During the day I am are the person in charge and that is both exhausting and rewarding, I like it that way. Inside me is a submissive being who wants desperately to be taken - I do not want to think, I want to react and do.
I am not looking to be treated like a doormat, but the thought of having every inch of my body as MY Master's playground makes me wet. I want to serve, but not be subservient, and I don't want to be made love to - I want to be fucked good and hard and do many things that push my boundaries. The things you keep hidden in a dark corner of your mind.
Oh yeah.
Thats Right.
I want to feel every ounce of his alpha desire that my femininity inspires. Once I am naked and in his arms and control, I want to not only be told and shown what to do but earn his respect for how well I do it. I desire someone new, someone discreet and secret. Someone who knows my secret just by looking at me and won't hesitate for a moment slamming that perfect ass of mine up against the wall and running his strong and hungry hands over every inch of my body before holding me down and making me the cum slut I am.