I think i have always been submissive, but not in a sexually way. If there was a party or get together id always be the one to ask if anyone needed anything, hand out drinks, see if everyone was doing okay needed anything, wanting something. People would think i was a carpet for people to walk on, and yes people did use me like that sometimes, but its in my nature to make sure everyone is happy..

when i knew i was sexual was when my girlfriend (im bisexual) at the time, was in bed with me and was like 'lets tie you up!' i was like 'no way youll kill me!' (i have trust issues? lol ) and shes like 'no we can tie you up just your hands and your legs will be free so u can kick me if u need to' i was like 'okay ill try anything once' since then i was hooked. I looked online for that all that was about and found out it was bondage, and ive been loving it ever since.. now i just need to find someone who wants the same thing....-looks around- harder then it sounds..