Conflicting emotion

[hopperboo]

If you're imply that you're afraid you're gay, you're not: you're submissive. As an orientation, that trumps the homo/heterosexual one.

I disagree....

(In the sexual sense, not with it trumping being a submissive to both men and women).

[blythe spirit]

Okay, what's wrong with me, cos in reading your post, amislaaf, my clit did a little twitch? lol

I understand your conflict. There are dark places my mind goes in fantasy and I am not only aroused beyond belief, but have the best orgasms ever. Then, afterwards, I feel ashamed and that shame can last for days. And even though I vow never to go there again, ultimately, something (like your post) takes me down that long, dark path again. Obviously I have no self-control. hehehe

Will you get over it? Hmmmm? I never have and know I never will so, I just live with the shame, cos my frickin' fantasies bring me such awesome pleasure.

[amislaaf]

your clit twitches and my cock stiffens when we think of these things, do you care to chat a little more about our intersts??