Who/what brought out the inner sub in you

[thir]

Just a wanted to hear from other subs as to their journey into submission.

I did not know from an early age what was hidden in me. In fact, it was sprung on me like a bolt out of the blue in my early twenties, when I had a very peculiar and intense dream about being tied up. I was completely baffled by it and the strong exitement it created. A few days later I had a dream about whipping someone, equally surprising and equally intense.

I kept having them until I started to do something about it, however confused I was about the whole thing.

As many have described it wasn't actually submission, it was being forced in a most physical sense. Being helpless. And the other side was about being in control.

I have never understood what brought it out/on, but it has been with me ever since :-)

[NiNLover]

First off:

Whoo hoo! I'd just like to say that 'cause now I know I'm not crazy (at least not in a bad way ). I knew there were others out there, but to actually see it is a different feeling altogether.

I think somewhere in the back of my head I always knew. I liked to be tied up young, I liked not being in control of things. Psht, I still don't, but it's a little more defined. It just got more confusing later because I brought light D/s into one of my relationships. It didn't last, but it helped me figure out that I wasn't normal in the "normal" sense.

[Jennifer Williams]

First off:

Whoo hoo! I'd just like to say that 'cause now I know I'm not crazy (at least not in a bad way ). I knew there were others out there, but to actually see it is a different feeling altogether.

*agrees completely*
Isn't it the best feeling ever, knowing you're not alone? And you will find that this place is absolutely wonderful for finding good people to talk to *hugs the Library*.