First off:

Whoo hoo! I'd just like to say that 'cause now I know I'm not crazy (at least not in a bad way ). I knew there were others out there, but to actually see it is a different feeling altogether.

I think somewhere in the back of my head I always knew. I liked to be tied up young, I liked not being in control of things. Psht, I still don't, but it's a little more defined. It just got more confusing later because I brought light D/s into one of my relationships. It didn't last, but it helped me figure out that I wasn't normal in the "normal" sense.