Disapointment

[newfun]

Well, as it turns out the answer is, (at least for me) it didnt work out. I do feel i learned alot, hopefully i wont make the same mistakes again. I'm not sure though, that i could have prevented the mistakes i made, however, i do think we learn more from failure than from success, so i plan to take some time and process this failure, and hopefully next time (if there is one) be a better submissive, partner, and all around girl. Thank you all so much for your input.

[leo9]

Well, as it turns out the answer is, (at least for me) it didnt work out. I do feel i learned alot, hopefully i wont make the same mistakes again. I'm not sure though, that i could have prevented the mistakes i made, however, i do think we learn more from failure than from success, so i plan to take some time and process this failure, and hopefully next time (if there is one) be a better submissive, partner, and all around girl. Thank you all so much for your input.

It could have happened just the same in a vanilla relaitonship. If anything, you've a better chance in a D/s relationship, because (as you've seen) plenty of Doms don't want a sub who (thinks she) knows it all, they'd rather start with a newbie and train her to suit them.

Good luck. In time you'll be glad you had the chance to move on and be found by someone more suitable.